HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.I cannot help it but to laugh at the tagger named anon on my blog.HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Have you any other better things to do rather than guessing whether I'm together with Diana or not?You are so free!JEEZUMS!I shall leave you guessing,wondering and pondering over it.I won't answer it.If you seen me and her around,you'll get the answer la!

People who are close to me,You know the answer.And it's like a DUHHHHH thing.

Diana,I rolled on the floor laughing my butts of reading the tag.HELLO LOVE(: My truest deepest loveliest love!HAHAHA:P Funny like shit k!

Today was an okay day.A lil sad actually.Ah nvm

PEACE!<3

Today it was a rather okay though.Not too sweet not too bitter.Hehehe(:

Woke up at 4am instead.Only had 1.5hours of studying): Sad kay.Not productive at all.Then got ready for school and met Diana at admiralty at 6.15am.wahooo.early shit):While waiting for the train,I didn't know Diana's foolscap paper had super powers.It can fly.SWOOSH SWOOSH it flew off and it nearly hit the boyxD Diana best:D

Walking to school with Diana is very entertaining:D "You just want to hold my hand" HAHAHAHAHA.Diana shiok sendiri:P

Class was rather okay.Celebrated Xiaoyun's and Mayumi's bday.HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOU TWO(:

Band was...pretty alright this time.Mr Chua keeps the mood up.Hmm.Sec 4 had talk.Hmm,I cannot reveal anything la horxzxz.Huhuhuh.Xi Ling came!!Talk to her for awhile.Wahoooooooo(: Walked to the traffic light with Shona.Then after that walked to redhill with Diana,Christine and Keziah or however you spell her name.Super entertaining:D:D Natasha is cacat.Wheeeeeeeeee

okay done.
I did my part on updating.

PEACE!<3 size="1">

your touch made me tremble
your words make my heart skip a million beats

Singapore VS Malaysia

Yesterday,soccer match of Singapore VS Malaysia at the National Stadium made me forget about everything.Every little shits that I've been put through.I just forgot all about it.I just wanted to take my mind off everything and concentrate on the match.I made a bet with myself that I would not bother about my problems anymore if Lionel Lewis could save the last penalty.And guess what?HE DID:D So I've decided to leave everything aside.even if it's so fucking hard,i will

The match yesterday was good good good:D Eventhough Singapore played like shit for first half and eventhough Malaysia scored first and that made me angry,I say the match was BEST:D Precious could have scored a goal but big ups to Malaysia's goalkeeper,Syamsuri,for FLYING!He flew flew flew just to keep the ball out.That is what I call COMMITTED!Hehe(: I think players like Hafiz Osman and Isa Halim are THE BEST:D They are superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr rajin.Baihakki is TALL TALL TALL nak mampos!OH OH OH!I saw Hassan Sunny and I think he is hot hot hot.Wonder when will he take over lionel lewis.Hehe:D Indra Sahdan good boy okay.Tuck in macam nak rabak.GOOD BOY!

Soccer was all in all gerek.When Singapore scored a goal,I SCREAM AND SCREAM.When Lionel Lewis saved the last penalty,I STOOD UP CLAPPED LIKE CRAZY JUMPED AROUND AND SHOUT SOMEMORE.The atmosphere puts you in that mood.I mean c'mon 55,000 ppl yo!:D

I'm off.
PEACE!<3

Wished I just told you how much I love you.
Each time I want to,I just smile,turn around and walk away.
Maybe I'm not too sure if this is all true.

I keep listening ro Rau's A Friend Is Better Than That.It's moved me many times.As in,it made me things about my friends.The bestest and the closest.Shucks.
"We're friends and that's special and all.
But now we're faded and you're closer to them all"
-Rauzan.
You dunno how much that line made me cry,Miss.I wish we were as close as before.

Today band was...(insert what you think I think)
FUCK YOU,I HATE YOU RIGHT NOW.Note:RIGHT NOW.

I understand Mrs Chua's feeling.She must be really feeling frustrated and stressed out.I really don't blame her for being angry at us.Shall work hard for concert and syf.Hmm.

PEACE!

Just when I could finally tell you how much I loved you all along,I think I'm losing you.You're moving away.Too far away from me.Now will someone tell me,Am I being fair?I dunno wtf I'm gonna do.

Even if I walked 12387987235 times passed you,you would never realize.I'm that insignificant in your life.

Can I ask you a question and would you answer honestly,friend?Did it ever cross your mind that we are drifting apart?Sometimes I feel like you don't wanna be around us anymore.You'd rather be with THEM.It's fine.As long as I get to say Hi and Goodbye.You have every right to choose your own social circle.But just remember,you will always be loved=)

School is the norm.Yada yada.Wahoooo.And for the first time in 3 weeks,I get to reach home at 3.30pm!YAHOOOOO!:D Happy like hell.Only that plans with Jess cancelled cause she had tuition.And plans with Saz cancelled cause of me.Hehh.Miss Saz btw!

Hmm,I'm off!Wheeeeeeee.

Collected EPs to sell from Saz today:D And I got a pleasant surprise as I opened up my EP!Rau,I spy with my little eye my name in your Thank You message(: It's a great honour somehow Rau!I mean,how often would you get it?Especially when you're a nobody.Hahaha.But,Congrats again Buds!

Anyway.....

BUY RAUZAN'S MY FIRST STORYBOOK FROM EFIERA!!!!E-mail me at erza_e91@hotmail.com,okay?HEHEHE(: It is 12 bucks!!

PEACE!<3

I MISS LYNX♥
Whole day never talk to her la can!She's away in Melaka.While I'm here rotting rotting.

I had a lot of things I wanted to type.But then suddenly,POOF!I forgot everything.All my thoughts,GONE.just like you

I'm quite surprised by all the rides that life is taking me on.I mean,I really don't need it this year.I just want to focus on my studies and get it over and done with.Somehow,Sec 4 is really making my life miserable.TOO MISERABLE ACTUALLY): I've not kissed town(in my uniform) for months.MONTHS.

Wonder where you at.HMM):

Still,YOU♥

I need to remind people sometimes that eventhough I am in 4s3 I'm not as stupid as you think I am because I just took an IQ Test and my IQ is 133.Refer to chart above and you'll know what range I am in.I'm fucking gifted:O Tell you the truth I'm just as surprised.I have e-mail proof that my score is really 133.Look!

Dear Erza Efiera,

Thank you for your interest in the test at IQTest.com.

Your general IQ score is: 133

I am only human and such a test did boost my ego in one way or the other.I mean wouldn't you be flattered?Hahahaha!I'm just kidding.I am very happy though!That I am that 2.3% of those test takers.Even if I'm on the lower side of the score.I'm not 140 or anything.But hey,now I can walk around and say I'M GIFTED:D Hahahahaha!

Okay,I'm off.
I miss Lynx♥ and Budx♥ !
Hope to see Budx tmr or the coming saturday!
Lynx as well!
YAYYYY:D

PEACE!<3

Dear Fiezie,

Today was just another one of those days that I was in major pain.STILL.Didn't go for A math and didn't go for band either.SAKIT GILER OKAY.

I suddenly feel scared.I suddenly feel like people are walking in and out of my life so easily.I'm feeling..insecure.I just feel it.I know someone is gonna leave me.I JUST KNOW IT.Don't know who.But I just know someone will leave me.How like that?Forget it.Just walk in and out in and out.

Today is the day Rau's or BUDS as Lynx would like to call him is OUT:D So happy for BUDS!Hope to go for his launch.Let's see if my schedule fits everything.Proud of BUDS la can.He has finally made it.And,BUDS will go far!<333 All the best BUDS:D

BUDS ALBUM IS OUT.TITLED MY FIRST STORYBOOK.12 BUCKS EACH.BUY FROM ME,OKAY?:D

oDear Fiezie,

Today I went home early because it's that time of that month again as you know.I was in major pain,vomitted and my world was spinning around.Sucks=( Miss Malini was nice enough to lend me 30 bucks and asked me to take cab and go home.Best.20 bucks was enough.Wonder why she gave 30 la seh!

So rested at home.Was really in pain pain pain.Rolling around=/ Wahhhhhhhhh!Angry sia.so yeahhh hope things get better soon if not I'll be super duper uber sad):

Everytime I want to tell someone something,I just suddenly back off.And I just can't say it.Each time before I talk I'll tell myself "You have to tell him/her soon enough.Why not now?" And then I'll pick up the phone and just freeze for a moment and then just want to forget all about it.I want to tell before it's too late.Before it is all too late."Just speak your mind and everything will turn out fine"-Diana Hmm

Yesterday I heard Mcfly's All About You once again on radio after about 2 years!IMAGINE THAT.And I start reminiscing the times I would scream out songs with Bestiex at the back of the class.Sometimes together with Asilah who was crazy over the song Build Me Up Buttercup at that time.Haha.Then she would dance dance like some mad girl.Ahhhhhh!I MISS IT ALL SO MUCH):

Dunno what else to say.I miss a lot of ppl.

And I told you with a smile,it's all about you:D

For the first time,you came online and my heart didn't even skip a beat.That spark,it's gone.Gone just like that.

Love,
Efiera

Nerice is an avid reader of my blog!Today I found out that she in fact knows a lot about me.Like how I want to marry a soccer player.HEHE(: And I've decided not to get the Z610i.I've decided to get the other one:D The two phones that I was mentioning.Yes,I'm super fickle!Don't mind me will ya?

Catched up with Saz lately.Best best.Heard from Saz that Raurau wants a BNF meeting soon.I don't know why but I don't even consider myself to be part of BNF anymore,you know?It's a little bit weird.But I know I'll always be supporting Raurau and them other BNF artistes<3

Diana is my number one girl~ Because she is the only one who bothers saying cheer up more than 10 times.And Diana please don't be ego and let your head swell.I WAS BEING RANDOM:P

PEACE!<3

I am over you!=)

It was a phase.I was just going through a phase and now the feeling is gone.WHOOOSH~

I don't know why.But I am so fucking angry/jealous.I don't know why but I feel like you're trying to take over me.I dunno whether you are trying to be nice or you really are just that HUNGRY for IT.I knew it.I knew it from the start that you couldn't take it when I had IT.YOU JUST COULDN'T TAKE IT.Even when you were mad,DEEP DOWN YOU COULDN'T TAKE IT.You wanted IT badly.Now that I'm gone,you finally can have IT.Take it for all you motherfucking one.TAKE IT.Fuck you.GAHHHHHHH.I know I shouldn't be feeling like this though.

Yesterday,teared in the train.hmm.

I'm sorry if I was very cold you btw.Things were already shit and that just kinda got on to me.So I was angry a little.But just hope things are good now=)

Peace!<3

Mungkin cinta yangku beri sudah pudar.

IT'S 4.21AM.
I'm up,STUDYING):

Singapore VS Indonesia

What's good...

I went to the National Stadium today with Dad,my uncle and cousin,Fikri to catch the match of Singapore VS Indonesia.It was an awesome match but fucking disappointing.NO GOAL AT ALL.I don't like!I am starting to enjoy soccer very much.And I happen to have great interest in our National Team=) Gerek abes.Though,I thought Player Number 2 played like shit!I think his name is Muhammad Ridhuan or something.I shall nickname him sotong ball.Betol2 punyer sotong okay.Friend passes ball,he just look,ball pass by then he run after it.By the time the bloody Vietnamese giants tangkap the ball already.Another time his friend pass to him the ball and he was suppose to kick forward,entah macam maner dier buat boleh tendang ke belakang pulak.Doink abes!Indra Sahdan was a benchwarmer until much later!When he came in,there was just that vibe.Singaporeans still love him somehow:D He is still terror okay.But sad la!The Vietnamese know he is a killer so all don't let him go so easily.By the way,I like Lionel Lewis very much!He is like this BIG BIG BEAR and I just want to hug him!HAHAHAHA.

I have great interest in our national team.I wanna grow up and have a soccer player boyfriend and then we can get married and make our own soccer team!HAHAHAHA.

PEACE!

Good news:I am getting my Sony Ericsson Z610i at the end of the month!YES YES YES(: I'll be changing number so I'll be sending tonnes of message telling people I'm changing my number.

Bad news:I know I'll be called a brat for this year's Hari Raya for one reason.I seem to change phone ALMOST every year.I still don't like the fact that my uncle said "you macam orang bekerjer ah.tiap tiap tahun tukar talipon(you like working woman already ah.every year change phone)" His tone wasn't too rude but still it was not one bit of my liking.Whatever.

So yes,I can cancel one thing from my wishlist=) WAHOOOOO.

Wonder if Saz is having fun at Mandarin lessons.Hahaha.

PEACE!<3

I need a new handphone,a new mp3 player,a new computer and a new bag.Omg,3 gadgets.No wonder I've been called a gadget geek/freak sometime back.Believe it or not,I go through my dad's hi-fi system magazines and all those other gadgety ones.Geek I Am!

I hope to get the Sony Ericsson Z610i or W850i.I can't decide on which.Z610i has no MegaBass for an equalizer though!And I was hoping it did!I hate it when there's no MegaBass setting for the equalizer.I don't know how people survive on $10.90 headphones when they're listening mp3.Like I told Saz,macam dengar tong kosong seh!(like listening to empty can) I've been dying for a flip phone): Just so sad that Z610i lacks megabass!Nyehhhhh.

I need a new computer as in a laptop.I've been dyingggggggg for one.My Tablet PC should most probably be in ICU right now but the owner is to lazy to attend to it.In 3 months,I've only switched it on TWICE.Wonderful right?I demand for new laptop!Demand demand.

I also need a new bag.My bag strap just tore and it's so sad)= My poor darling adidas.Super sad okay.Gahhhhh.I need need a new bag.

Okay I'm done updating!

PEACE!<3

I MISS MY BLOG LIKE SHIT):
UPDATES ONLY ON WEEKENDS<333333

Jasmine made me personalized rhymebook(: That darl is so effing lovely!I hope I get to see it soon!I hope to go collect my rhymebook on friday.IT'S GORGEOUS!Don't you agree?DON'T YOU?I know you fucking do.Hehe


Btw,I just felt like saying I have a very irritating 13-year-old cousin.Just felt like saying that.But yes he fucking as hell is irritating.Whatever.

PEACE!

And on those pieces of papers,I scribble your name=)
Still that POSTER BOY♥
;)

I've been online for abt 36 mins and I've not seen a single soul online.Either my friends are really lazy bums or I just have very little people on my contacts.I'll go along with former=) Hehe.

Now now,I should go offline really soon and finish up my assignments.Think I'll start at 2pm though.Maybe 1pm.FINE,1PM!Lol.

I'm still so confused.I'm just so confused.I said the feelings will fade and we all shouldn't waste our time.But here I am thinking of you.When I don't see you,I start to miss.I start to miss you so badly.And it's a bit weird.What am I to do?=/

PEACE!

I've fallen in too deep.I miss you a lot,somehow=)

Weekends.I hate weekends somehow.It always dampens my mood when I know that I have assignments to finish up within 2 days.It's always like that when school starts.Maybe I should start doing homework on Friday nights and be ever so free during the weekends=) Should give it a shot.I need a new and improved lifestyle then my current one.

I hope everything's cleared up.I really hope so.I really don't want you to stay.It gets me all confused and I start talking to myself which is rather bizarre.Will you just go away?I'm sorry I'm so direct but that's just how I want things to be.If you leave,it will the best.I will be much better.So will you leave when I tell you to?Will you leave when I chant "Please fuck off."?I wonder.

Am I changing?Or is it you?I don't know.But I don't want us to drift away.You're always be my treasured friend.Always=) Please don't change.I hope you read the post I blogged about.But if you didn't,it doesn't matter.Forget it.I trust you that you won't change.

Tomorrow's a Sunday.Time to finish assignments.

PEACE!

I want you to stay but yet I want you to go.I don't know what is happening.But suddenly,I'm over you=/

3 days into school and I'm already starting to doze off quietly.It's usually during the last 2 periods.Today,dozed off for a few minutes during history.Mr Tham talks really slowly.Eventhough I am interested about facts,his body language and way of speaking just bores me to death.I tried all sorts of ways to keep myself awake.Such as splashing my face with water,chew on sweets,sit up really straight,try writing notes and even opening my eyes really wide but I just failed, sadly.How like that!HOW NOW BROWN COW?I keep hearing people saying that so I just felt like saying that.

Enough about school.The weekends are here and I should talk about something else other than school!

Get a life.One more time if you ask me for his add,you really deserve to get your brains fucked.You think I don't know what's going through your head?You think I don't know your intentions.Please,be my guest to steal him all you want(because I know you'll fail miserably).I don't really care.I do care,maybe a little.But I don't exactly care.If you want to get to know him,please find your own sneaky way okay?I don't want to have anything to do with you about "passing adds" cause it's so passe.If you ask me one more time,you will get fucked in your brains.

And you,I don't know why you asked me that question.I really don't know why.But I do know that beyond that smile,I know you are having other thoughts in your head.She and I have got nothing going on,okay?It's not even close to that if you're thinking it is that.If you want to know the answer,please ask her yourself.I don't want to deal with this anymore.Big thanks=)

Today campfire was...I don't want to talk about it.You bunch of people,please don't make empty promises for the band ever again.Because it leads to tension.A lot of tension.HIGH TENSION.The band sat there for so long and you guys don't even notice us going on with you fucking fucked up stupid songs such as shark attack songs and silly bomb games which usually doesn't have an end.IT WAS VERY FRUSTRATING.fuck it.Just because you are the organizers doesn't mean you can mess around with the schedule so easily.

PEACE!

I closed my eyes for a moment today and all I saw and thought of was YOU=)

First 2 days of school hasn't been all that terrible.
In fact it's quite good.
But somehow,it just doesn't feel right when 5 people are missing from class=(
You guys are being greatly missed=)

Got better teachers this year that I must say.And!I've got Miss Saifa for the 3rd year!Wahoooo(:That means it'll soon be Malay lessons with her for 3 years(: Happy la really.Hehe(:

Tomorrow is Orientation Campfire.Looking forward to it somehow.Band performance,I bet it's gonna be a blast!We're playing some of my personal favourites.Concerto D'amore,Instant Concert,Japanese Graffiti and Big Fun In The Sun.I don't exactly fancy ABBA Gold because there's hardly any break for that song and it's very tiring with all the somewhat syncopated rhythms!Gah.But it's all good.As long as I get to play my Concerto D'amore,I'm very excited:D

School's been taking up my time.So I don't have much time to catch up with people like Saz,Hash,Lina,Rau and Sara Haque.Miss them eventhough it's only been awhile!=( But got to talk to Saz yesterday and I'm very pleased=)

That's all I've got to update!
Hear from me soon okayyyy:D

LOVE~

Everytime I close my eyes,I see your smile.Before I go to sleep a voice rings in my head and it is yours.I don't know why but I like you a lot right now=)

I really don't want school to start tmr.I just don't have a positive feeling about it.Not one bit.But,I guess what have I got to lose.It's only 10 more months before everything is over.ONLY 10 MORE MONTHS,EFIERA.10 more months before you get to something in your life that you've been dying to do!=) I'm gonna take EMP next year!Electronic Music Production:D YES I WILL.okayyy,that's something to look forward to.Just study hard.If not dad's not gonna put me in EMP!STUDY HARD,I SHALL.

Maybe school won't be all that bad=) But I can't have gig dates as often anymore.Sigh.I'll be so tied down.Don't think I can go for January's Speakeasy.And it's a BNF one=( SEDIHHH

Heard class is on the 3rd level.Fuckkkkkkkkk.Tak gerek kia!

I'm gonna miss my other life when school starts.Sigh.It's alrite still.

I don't know why.But I like you so much now=)
Ku telah jatuh hati.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIKOH!(though I know it's officially tmr!)

Happy 16th birthday babe.I really hope I made your 16th birthday special by surprising you.Hehe=) Thanks for being my gig partner,my cliquemate,my treasured gf and all that!THANK YOU.Now that you're 16,be a nice girl and don't be so sad anymore!Haha=) LOVE YOU ALWAYS.Thank you also for a great 2006.You're the best:D May we always be gig partners.Support BS baby!Hahaha.Local music!:P Hehe.Okay,take good care huns.I LOVE YOU.

On behalf of Alyph,




:D

PEACE!

Year 2006.
Sigh.
You come and you go.
2006 has been one of my best yet worst years.

2006 was the time I met so many great great great people.Get closer to the people I never really knew.Like Gadis,Mikoh and Syira.and the rest of my 3s3 sweetums.Later in the year I met people like Sazlyn,Hash,Lina,Mikey and Rauzan.They are all just a lovely bunch=) I got to know of Beats Society which is wonderful.Meeting funny people like tissue paper boy,alyph.Going to the gigs were no longer as uncomfortable cause you get to know the people there better.It' just so great.

2006 was also the year I had glitches here and there with relationships.I don't want to talk about it.

2006 was also the year I met POSTER BOY♥ Kamu adalah hanya satu mimpi.Satu mimpi sahaja.

All in all,2006 is a very happenning year.2007,please make me a better person.

And Rauzan,
Congrats to BNF for turning 1 yrs old!Good luck to you boy for your future endeavours.You're gonna make it big someday=) I'll always be a brandnewfeeler.I'll always be supporting you.I'll always be here if you need help.Nothing will change!I'm still a brandnewfeeler.I will always be!Don't think that I've lost my love for BNF la heyy!

DECEMBER SPEAKEASY PHOTOS!
1.My autographed DSK album(:
2.Saz and I were bored.
3.Digging the nose and kissing the sky.
4.Saz and I again.I was writing a card and she bored!
5.I and Alyph,Tissue Paper Boy.He is a tissue paper boy because he takes photos and advertise his SOFT TISSUE PAPER!
6.I and Naufal.Do not be deceived by this tiny one.When he opens his mouth,he kicks ass.
7.Syarif and I.the dude with the greaaaaaat voice and a greaaaaaat face.Haha!
8.I and Kak Roze.She is my ultimate idol(: I love her voice and she's a humble pie(:
9.Saz,Abg Imran and I.Abg Imran sungguh tinggi.Another one of my idols.I'm his PENGGEMAR NOT PEMINAT.Abg Imran thought all of us the difference;)

Videos are uploaded on youtube.Search my username "erzaefiera" for the video!

PEACE.

Thank you,POSTER BOY♥ Senyuman anda sungguh manis.

What's good.

Hadz was talking to me and he brought up a topic about Daniel.I don't know why he did what he did,but he did.It's been about 3 years since I last talked to Daniel and I wouldn't mind at all catching up with Daniel.It's been a long time.It's most probably gonna be awkward to start all over again but what the heck,right?Hadz said Daniel feels kinda sad that he doesn't keep in touch with anyone anymore eversince he went away to America.Huhu.Maybe I should really start talking to that boy again.It's been 3 years.AND I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW HE WENT BACK TO AMERICA!): His Kids United days are over so maybe that's why I never heard from him agian.Hurrr=/

I finally rmbed who I saw at December's Speakeasy!I said to Saz "Why does that girl seem so familiar!It's like I've seen her somewhere before a lot of times!" And then I finally remembered where I saw her.It was on a blog.A picture of HIS ex girlfriend.I kept seeing that picture whenever I went to that blog.Huhu.Now I know.

Did I tell you that Hafiz Krazie Starr is very cute!Hahaha!I dunno why he doesn't drop comments and keeps sending messages instead.And his subjects are always so amusing.Like "SUSHI!" or smth like that.Adorable.And I just realized he is tiny.Hehh.

PEACE.


Semakin aku mahu bertemu denganmu makin hanyaku puji dari jauh keranaku malu=)

Poster Boy,You really really make me smile every single time.EVERYTIME♥

Welcome Year 2007.

Dear Erza Efiera,
Please do change yourself this year so that you can have a better life in the near future.Please study hard for just 10 more months and it will all pay off.Please do not listen to mp3 players/use the laptop unnecessarily in class!Please please please do not doze of in class.Please stop having your own private conversations in class during lessons.Please sit alone if possible.Please do not hate the teachers you are going to get because it will be your loss not theirs.Please cut down on your gig dates.Please stop using the computer for hours because you're wasting precious time.Please finish up all homeworks on time.Please do your daily revision.Please do all the things stated.If not,Please rot in hell.

With Love,
Fiezie the Alter-Ego.

PS: Make sure you do it because I know you're a sucker for the word "Please" and cannot say No!:P

Dear World,
I've come to realized my mistakes.2006 was a terrible year.More downs than ups.But I do intend to change for year 2007.I will,I have to,I must!I have not much of a choice because it's sec 4 next yr and it's the O levels.I will study hard.I will do my daily revision.I will submit all homeworks on time(Dear God,Please do help me with this!) I will do everything my Alter-Ego told me to because I love her to death(hehe!)

With Love,
Efiera.